Dear Alessia 082021

First let me just say
You are an evolving love bean
Day five or so cluster feeding machine
Skin aglow with wild perfection
Ancient grey blue eyes
Seeking answers to unformed questions
Uncle Ehud came by to see you
You were sound asleep
But you are playful when dreaming
We take you on space rides
Your tiny but strong spine arching
Into levels of letting go
Shifting into realms
Belonging to mystics and yogis
You are like an animal and angel
All at once your face
Sweeping across infinite expressions
You sleep through everything
Until you are hungry
And then sleep abandons you
Like friends in a season of tyranny. ????

There is no greater joy than simply being with you
And no real way to explain
Why that is
Stuff you normally wouldn’t find cute
Fills you with a joy that makes no sense
Burping milk on my chest
Should be gross but it just causes you to laugh
At every painful event that came down your life before
The gift of your beating heart
My very heart
On the other side of mine
About to poop cry laugh or smile
Sleep or feed again and again
You are growing daily
You are growing hourly
Changing before our eyes
This tiny version of you is leaving us already
And so we are with her now
Embracing the blessing of each other
Saying goodbye to her
And hello
To the one you are constantly becoming
Letting go of our own becoming
Though that too is growing
But we forfeit it easily
To surrender to the look in your eyes
The wonder of life
The wonder of you
Truly a miracle to behold
And to know you are surrounded by us
By our giant faces staring into yours
Surrounding you
And passing you back and forth
Creating a cosmos of security for within that you may flourish
Expand
Electrify your soul into a body’s perfect dream machine
What visions will you bring to the world?
You just sneezed
Feeding on your mom
626 am
You woke us up screaming at 555
And that’s pretty good going my little love nugget
Thank God for today
For the grace we share
Praise Jesus

Yesterday coming back from my run
I passed a sign outside a dive bar in brooklyn
It said
“Proof of vaccination and identification required to enter”
Written in chalk on a folding chalkboard sign
As if it was the most normal thing in the world.
As if it wasn’t a symbol of freedom being relinquished entirely
As if all the blood lost to protect our freedom in this country
Across all of history
Wasn’t just evaporating into a strange red cloud
Which could be blown away into irrelevance with disgusting ease
The sacrifice of millions and millions of lives
Hung on the balance
Of a dirty chalkboard sign
Outside of a dive bar in Brooklyn
As if whoever wrote it
Couldn’t wait to write it
Couldn’t wait to have a new layer of supposed power
A new layer of an in group’s chance to devour
Humanity loves these games
But they won’t like how this one ends
Even those that they may be in the club for now will regret it for
The terms and conditions of that club
Get stricter and stricter
And your allegiance to it is never fully awarded
But the sacrifices you must make to remain in it
Become more and more severe
Until the only way you can remain a member in good standing
Is to give up standing entirely
To let them bury your carbon footprint under layers of dirt
Or in the sludge of a sewer system
Spraying on crops that will become fake meat factories
For cyborgs and slaves
Your allegiance to that club will have you ending up fertilizer goo being sprayed on GMO fields to feed the slaves left to serve the elite

But don’t worry about all that
Excitedly write the new rules of the new normal
On your chalkboard sign
And pretend that it ends there
That tyranny isn’t a starving force which needs constant feeding
That from there
It won’t be social credit
And increasing levels of government control over every aspect of your life
That’s not even difficult to see at this point
The whole world becoming the hell of airport security
Constant checks and balances
Psychological hands reaching all over your mentality
For the greater good
Psychological pat downs
Show us your papers

And for shots that the White House is openly saying
Do not work
For the current “variant”
Or to put it another way

Don’t work.

The White House came out and said this yesterday
“There’s been concerning evidenced of waning vaccine effectiveness overtime and against the delta Variant
Additionally there are increased risks of severe disease for those vaccinated early
So starting next month we are issuing a third shot”

There it is in black and white
No spin
No alternative news sources
No doctors risking it all to tell you the truth
They are saying it plainly and in broad daylight

The first two shots don’t work
So here comes the third
And to top it off there is an increased risk of severe illness for those that took it early
For those that trusted us entirely.

This lines up entirely with the immunologist
Who foresaw a real issue with ADE
(Antibody dependent enhancement)
Essentially creating a situation where you will require endless shots to protect you
Or try to protect you as you’ve possibly rendered your innate immune system useless.
This is a nightmare scenario
And one that people like me have been trying to warn humanity against
Literally risking our entire lives to do so
As we get demonized and bashed beyond belief.

And here it is
In black and white

They are saying
We are 0 for 2
But fear not
Cause here is a third experimental shot in leu of boosting your innate immune system which we have wrecked with the first two shots

That’s ADE
Total dependency on experimental government injections
Casting your belief and faith into that
Over what God gave you

And now all the people who called us idiots for trying to warn them
Have to pretend like it’s not concerning that the government is 0 for 2 so far
They have to pretend that it’s all good that the government has swung and missed twice
With the third pitch coming

And it’s way beyond two swings missing

I’m not even gonna go down how much injury and death has been recorded
I’ve already done that
That information is already
Widely distributed
You have to actively keep your head in the sand to not see it
And here comes the third shot

Wow

And chalkboard signs
Saying to come into this dive bar
You need to go get those first two shots
That the White House is openly saying already don’t work

This is the clown world we live in.
Meanwhile
The elite
The cool kids
The blue check marks
The polite noncontroversial members of society
All have to pretend that this makes sense and is of no concern at all
They have to
Laugh off the train of logic I just displayed
As the stuff of idiots and fools
And that anyone who questions
The government at all is a complete moron and fool
And they have to gleefully go get the third injection
And post how they are complying on social media without hesitation or worry
And pretend like everything is A OK

Those are the new terms and conditions to stay in the club

Yikes.

It will be interesting to see if any of them have the courage to raise a question
If there is any kick back at all
Or if they will simply keep marching in this direction

They have boxed themselves in pretty good
Many of them have bashed people like me so severely that for them to turn around or question this at all
Will be an admittance of faulty logic
And they will have to face the abuse they laid out
To people who were just trying to warn them.

That will be a hard river for many to cross
Pride is a vengeful slave master
I suspect many would rather just keep going in a poison direction than admit fault
But
Humanity has never been here before
How
Will the collective respond
Get your popcorn ready and enjoy the show
And get ready to kick over chalkboard signs
The rebellion is coming. Or it better