Jesus Testifies about John
…15He who has ears, let him hear. 16 To what can I compare this generation? They are like children sitting in the marketplaces and calling out to others: 17‘We played the flute for you, and you did not dance; we sang a dirge, and you did not mourn.’…
The world was mad at Jesus
When he didn’t play along with their games
He compared them to children in the marketplace
We woke up at 430 am
Went to sleep at nine
We finally got your mama out of the house
You cluster feeding almost all the time
The challenge of love
The endurance it requires
They leave that part out of the manual
Seventy hours of labor is one thing
But weeks of cluster feeding is another
The endurance it takes to lock down and become a feeding a machine
The task of your mother
A child is perpetual need
The human condition
Constant feeding
The addictive impulse
To over come
To leave the challenge of the material plane
And focus instead on the challenge of faith
Let he who has ears hear
Nothing like having a child
Can help you forgive your parents shortcomings
As much
You do the best you can
Your mama confessed her frustration this morning
But doesn’t want to surrender you to a bottle just yet
I support her well
I tell her she is doing great and that frustration from time to time is as natural as the day is long
And some days are long
But yesterday we got you and your mama
Out on a walk
Even with the constant feeding
We got you in the baby sling
In a position where your mama could still feed you
And to the park we walked
The bounce of our footsteps knocked you out
And then you were just a little bean sleeping in the sun mouth agape
Your mama so grateful just to be outside
Everything was a wonder to her
And you
It was your first time laying in the grass
Surrounded by clovers and tiny flowers
A bumble bee getting nectar near by
The world is a giant feeding machine
I told your mama
This makes me realize how strong a discipline fasting really is
When you see how humans come out of the factory
A creature of endless need
Why were we built this way?
The challenge of life written in each of our DNA
The pulse of the world to fulfill those needs
Oscillating between a material impulse and faith
And how easily the mechanics of it all get mucked up through fear.
What gives us the impulse to keep going?
To preserve?
I think we know something of the stakes of it all
The condemnation we may face on the other side
Of throwing it all away
It’s a constant challenge to live up to life
To be one that has ears to hear
That has eyes to see
I held you in the park
Your little eyes
Looking deep into the contours of my face with the sun going down
The brightness of the sun reflecting into the center of each of your eyes
There I was
In you
And here you are in me
Reflections of each other
Reflecting on
Infinitely
What networks are forming in there?
What memories before memory begins?
Are you still connected to the ethereal plane
Or are you pure animal
Concerned only with survival
I try to imagine who you will be as an adult
How your face will grow
Which of these expressions sweeping like a lava lamp of emotions
Will represent your personality in the future
What message have you come here to deliver?
Grateful to be done with day one of the fast
I stared at the sun
Your mama asked
Do you want to stay here til the sun goes down
Not really I answered do you
She said no
You wanna goto the swings
Yeah
We did but she couldn’t get you situated
So your first swing will have to come later
We did stop by the church on the way home
Both of us barefoot
Walking you into the giant church
No one else there
Just spirits in the room
I slipped into a pew with the knee slat down
And got on my knees
Your mama chose to stand trying to get you to latch but you just screamed
Your scream echoing off stained glass
(Careful you’ll wake up Jesus!)
Your mama kept trying to get you to latch but you were stubborn
The scream lasted
Maybe you had some things to say
Your mama looked at me in a panic and said
I’m going outside
I said don’t worry just relax
She’ll latch on
It was only us in there and the confusion of a need not being met
Kinda like life as an adult. Haha
You finally did latch and the quiet was like an answered prayer
We prayed
And then went home
And then I fell asleep almost immediately
And slept through the night til now
530 am
Day two of a fast
And feeling clarity descend
We started the day with more prayer
Your mama brought up
let he who has ears hear
We touched on the insanity of our times
And how we need to prepare ourselves to leave New York
It’s already divided
Already we don’t have equal rights here
Already we need to seek freedom outside of continual medical experimentation.
The truth resonates
And can’t be hidden
Lies don’t read the same as the truth
The truth has a frequency which can’t be denied
Imagine if I was writing a blog
And the central theme was
I wish everyone would get their shots
I wish everyone would do what they are told
And trust with complete faith the powerful pharmaceutical institutions
And big government
(Using every toxic manipulation tactic known to man by the way)
I wish everyone would give all their faith to manmade structures of corporate power
Which obviously has their best interest front and center over the almighty dollar
Even writing that for five sentences is ridiculous
Is silly
Resonates as completely insane
And is undeniable
It’s laughable
It’s ridiculous
Oh I said that already
Let he who has ears hear
But I guess not everyone has ears
For if they did we wouldn’t be in this mess
The truth resonates
Maybe we all should have been screaming in that church
Maybe we all were
Maybe we all are.
Bill Maher said on his show that he got the first two
Shots taking it for the team
But that he was considering rejecting the third stating the truth really
What are we supposed to do
keep letting them pump that stuff into us?
One of his ultra liberal guests told him that kind rhetoric was dangerous and that continued compliance was the way forward
The audience applauded and Bill Maher’s reason
Backed down against the tidal wave of impending social pressure and shame
2 plus 2 equals 5 Bill and stop pretending it doesn’t
Let he who has ears hear
He repeated that he took the first two shots for the team
But in my mind
You didn’t take those shots for my team
The team resisting medical tyranny
The team resisting the real looming danger
The obvious menace
In my mind you took a knee to the menace and the third shot will be full submission
But you gave voice to a voice I hope isn’t submerged the way you allowed it to be in that episode
It’s the voice of reason
The voice of confusion in the current status quo
The voice of the truth
The voice that said
The first shots don’t work so why am I letting myself continue to be injected with a medical experiment?
(To battle a virus with over a 99 percent survival rate which has been inflated by known corruption and a PCR test turned up to 42 cycles which delivers endless false positives according to the man who made the test.
Talking about misgivings about an mRNA shot the inventor of which is actively campaigning to discontinue. It’s total madness.)
It’s a reasonable question Bill
In fact it’s unreasonable to disregard it
And in my world
You are taking one for the team
By asking it
In my mind you and many more need to be taking one for the team and keep asking it.
We prayed this morning
We don’t pray because we fancy ourselves holy rollers
We pray because the world has us screaming in a church
And at a certain point
There is no one but God to talk too
A film maker of note wrote me a message yesterday
It said
Thank you for risking it all. Until the rest of the population takes such a leap they are the enablers.
It was good to get it
To have someone acknowledge
Me taking one for the team.
P. S.
Anxiety lives in the psychological space where God is absent
Says Vladimir Zelenko
I wish we could all just get along. Seriously.
Different view points shouldn’t breed hate.
I don’t hate people that have opposing views
Even people who think the vaccine should be mandated
Even people who think people who aren’t vaccinated shouldn’t have equal rights
Nothing like hatred wells up in me
I think they are wrong
I think they are deeply misguided
Maybe even brainwashed
But I don’t hate them
Whereas there is a real rage directed at the unvaccinated
A real hatred (not by all but the theme seems to be rising)
A real despair towards their opposing view
I don’t understand it
I don’t understand how you couldn’t understand someone seeing this differently
All things considered
Why would simply not just disagree?
(This was explained to me that after nearly two trauma fueled years people just need the promise of a return to semi normalcy and any of us pointing out the flaws of logic send them back into a hell they would do anything to escape from. Including surrendering to a lie which will make the hell they are trying to escape that much more real. But delusion is a powerful force especially when egged on by the media’s endless manipulation)
I guess you think the unvaccinated are endangering lives
But that makes no sense
Even if the vaccine worked against the spread of the virus which the cdc themselves admit that doesn’t
But if it did there would be no danger caused to a vaccinated person by one who was unvaccinated
And the fact that it doesn’t work makes the whole thing a moot point
What you are left with is this untethered rage
That you were manipulated into feeling.
I don’t return it. I don’t feel it. I simply think you are wrong and wish you well just the same.
God bless. And I mean that. For those that have ears to hear. God bless.