Dear Alessia 121021

Don’t waste time beating yourself upDefeat comes from within I mean don’t get me wrongThe world is obviously a brutal placeIn nature jaws grip guts and send wanderers into oblivionSoldiers get lost on battlefields never to return to home againAnd when you fight tyrannyYou will be tested with extreme lossAnd a pressure to make it […]

Dear Alessia 120921

Gotta organizeRejuvenate!Post some of these blogs to the actual blog rather than just video tape them Organizing your spiritIs almost easier than organizing your lifeOr are they the sameWith your spirit it takes a fast and some prayerA dedication to put God before the things of this worldThe things of this world being tarnished like […]

Dear Alessia 120821

I woke up in the middle of the nightIn a state of defeatFaith fell on its knees in the aqueducts of my soulAnd I was pleading for purposeBut allowing depression and negative habitsRob me of my fireRob me of the fightIt comes and goes in wavesIt’s sporadic your resolve to take Goliath downWhen the monsters […]

Dear Alessia 120521

We celebrated last night We went to your grandparents in the cityTook the F trainUp to 23rd and bought chocolates at eatly Because your mama says Russians can’t show up empty handedJust before we left I gave myself a haircutMy hair grew long over this period of insanity And it was nice to clear the […]

Dear Alessia 120521

We celebrated last night We went to your grandparents in the cityTook the F trainUp to 23rd and bought chocolates at eatly Because your mama says Russians can’t show up empty handedJust before we left I gave myself a haircutMy hair grew long over this period of insanity And it was nice to clear the […]

Dear Alessia 120221

Happy four months on planet earth!You’ve gone a long way and so have weThe winds of change are among us Your mama is in the bathtub washing youAnd we’ve said our morning prayers And set our intentions for the day. We are unified on our mission to surviveAnd we have only a month or so […]

Dear Alessia 120121

And just like that it’s December And you are almost four monthsThe time is flying like lightning across a desert skyLife moves at a pace that’s hard to fathomAnd your evolution is a wonder to behold You saw snow for the first timeAs your mama and me went on long walks through our new landscape […]

Dear Alessia 112921

We’re up here in the mountains HighlandsAnd the snow fell for the first time last night in your life yesterdayIn the other room I can hear you make your wake up noisesAnd your mama talking to you in Russian She brought you inTo gather the bouncy chair which calms you downI came over to say […]

Dear Alessia 111921

I lost a friend todayMick was special He liked doing big breaths before wielding his cameraBreathwork And standing on his headOr am I making that up?I interviewed him twice for my podcastAnd got photographed by him as well I remember being excited the first time I was set to have that happenAnd we took glammed […]

Dear Alessia 111621

Waking up listening to a sermonShifting the mind towards the light We played the airplane gameWhere you’re mama holds youAnd moves you in a way where you can pretend you’re flying through the air I put hands up like you could bump into themBut just at the last moment I open them upLike a portal […]