You aren’t here yet
Well
That’s not entirely true
You are beyond here in your mamas belly
A few days past due
And so big
That your mama has to exert herself a great deal just to roll over in bed
And one of my favorites things to do is sing to you with my lips on your mamas stomach and wait for you to kick
We laugh giant laughs
When it seems like you respond directly
And many times you do
Start kicking to my voice
“We looovvve youuu” I sing in a long stretch
As if it’s a mantra I’m making up
I imagine it vibrating in your world
I know words have power and their own vibration
So I’m taking the opportunity to fill your limited space
With something simple and beautiful
Just love.
We are excited to finally meet you
And to be honest most of what we have done over the months since finding out you were coming
Has been getting prepared to bring you into this world
No small task I can assure you.
And maybe part of you knows how complicated this place has become
And so therefore you’re in no hurry to get here
I don’t blame you
I halfway wish your mama and I could join you in your little world rather than the other way around
Cause the world you’re about to come into
Is upside down.
A place run on fear and division at the moment
But with the potential to be so much more
So free
So beautiful
So full of love and peace
Probably much like the world you’re in now
With daddy ohming love
Shaking your foundation all around
The country we are in
Used to stand for freedom
But those walls are closing in
There’s a poison shot that many think they need to take
To save them from a virus the media has inflated and distorted to manipulate the citizens of the entire world
And the governments of the entire world are in lockstep
So it’s not just a matter of your mama and me picking up to leave and find freedom elsewhere
There is no elsewhere.
However there are freer places than where we are now
Which is brooklyn New York
Our governor just yesterday threatened to go door to door
And pick the unvaccinated up in cars and get the shots in their arms.
The media stirring up so much fear
Has created a dangerous divide
Blaming the unvaxxed
For the new “variant” going around
And putting everyone’s life in danger
But if the others are vaxxed shouldn’t they be safe
I can hear you asking from many years in the future when your big brain develops.
And the answer to that is
Well yes logically that would make sense
But logic has gone out the window
With freedom and just about everything else
That made this place great.
Turns out fear and manipulation from the cult like media
Are near impossible foes to dismantle
The whole worlds been locked down
And locked out of each other’s life
For a year and a half now
Faces covered in masks which don’t do much by way protection (if anything at all)
But do plenty in dismantling the human spirit
And the human connection
Not to mention limiting breath
And standing as a powerful symbol to keep your mouth shut.
So many don’t want to see
Or can’t see that they are being lied to
Even though for so many of us
Nothing could be more obvious.
The greatest trick the devil ever played
Was convincing you he didn’t exist
And that seems to be the single sentence that could most define
What’s happening here now and lately.
To make matters worse
I haven’t exactly been quiet about my feelings
Towards what’s happening in the world
And as a result
I’ve lost friends
A band
My manger
A record deal
Touring and gig opportunities
And put us in perilous situation
Should the forces of oppression win the day
Which certainly seems to be the case lately
Here in these final days before you come
You could say daddy really screwed the pooch so speak
But I’m laughing about it
As I write future you
Because when you see freedom’s disappear
When you see the world tear itself apart
When you see fear dismantle everything
And the forces of evil using a spirit of division
To manipulate the people
To oppress and control
As big government regimes have done throughout history
You are moved to use your voice
You are encouraged from within to speak out
To speak up
And you can ignore those urges
For what appears to be safety
But you can’t do that without diminishing your spirit
Without becoming a shell of your former self
The world may turn its back on you
But listen to that inner calling
And pray for strength and salvation
For courage
For love and direction
In this world
We are considered the dangerous ones
The ones who believe in the power of our own bodies and minds and spirits
To heal and protect us.
Over experimental untested gene therapy shots
Which are injuring and killing many.
I’m writing you now at 530 in the morning
On day three of a water fast
About to do breathwork in a cold shower
Which is my typical morning routine
The picture of health (and yet we are considered the dangerous ones?)
And even immune to the virus they are promoting
Because me and your mama already had it and built natural immunity against it
Probably right around the time you were conceived.
So who are you
Choosing to incarnate into this crazy world now?
What kind of karmic debt do you have?
Or are you coming to save us?
I just want you to come healthy happy and free
And stay that way
And do my best to make a world and a place where that is possible.
If it is
Your mama and I will find a way.